2018 Reset
- Dadiana Jean
- Jan 1, 2018
- 1 min read
It's been almost two years since I've started my photography business and I have accomplished so much, so why why do I feel a sense of a failure. I've photographs many family's and a hand full of weddings, two of which I was the lead photographer. I've gained so much knowledge and experience, but yet I feel as if I still know nothing. Am I being ungrateful or pessimistic or am I just being real about my expectations? Why do I feel this way? Why do I doubt myself? Am I the only person out here that feels this way? I should just quit while I'm ahead. Right here, right now I should stop, but this is my dream. I've surpassed where I thought I would be in my second year of my business, but am still not at the level that I dream to be everyday. What's holding be back if nothing but myself and this recurring cloud of negativity. This year I'd like to do things differently. Challenge myself to play it unsafe, push my boundaries, and reset my way of thinking. I want to try. I want to try to not compare my success to other photographers and succeed by my own standards. I want to try to stop psyching myself out that success isn't meant for me and keep propelling myself towards being the best that I can be. I want to try give myself permission to fail so that I can get back up 100x stronger. I want to try. I'm going to try. I'm trying.
